*clicks*

"System loading... 25%... 39%... 52%... 88%... 100%"
"System loaded."
"System rebooting..."

"Key inserted. System locked."
"System shutdown."



Bye. I am gone.

Ying aka Xun Ka: Hey, thanks for being there with me when i cried. Thanks for going through the whole event with me too. i don't know what will i do if not for you there. Thanks for the listening ear and the great photo shoot we had. It was fun, let's have another one again :D And... i don't know what can i still thank you for but it seemed to me that you did many things for me. i really owe you a huge favor, ying. You gave me the hug and comfort i needed most when i cried. Thank you. Really... Really really. i am serious. Thanks so much, ying. Today meant a lot to me and you were there at my side, watching me as i snapped the rope. Thanks a lot.
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If I say I’ve forgot it all, then I must be lying. If I say I’ve no longer care, then I must be betraying.

It shall all end today. I’m letting go now. Releasing him from my grasps bit by bit, allowing memories of him to slip through my mind making it appear as if it’s all part of my past memories. This doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt in the inside however. Still I guess it’s time for me to move on. I can’t let myself stop here forever.

Everything is gone. After stepping out of the area, there went our chances, our beginning. This is our end. Today is the last farewell. I don’t think I’m seeing him again nor will I be going to the venue to see him. I will never ever see you, but I won’t forget you, my memory.

Next time, when I look up into the sky and see the stars, I’ll be thinking, “I once love a star. That once shone so brightly in my heart. Awfully bright, till it devoured the darkness in my heart.” Should I thank you for everything?

I can now smile and move on…

the Second day and the last one.

Met up with xun ka today to settle some things of mine. Headed to Bedok first since Ying wanted to look at some shoes. i look good in boots~ Okay that was totally random. hahs!

Yeah, headed to downtown later on. Like duh! We ARE, really two extreme road idiots. Hahahas. WE TOOK THE SAME BUS THRICE! And the bus driver was looking at us with this kind of >.> face. HAHAHAHAHAS! Damn funny!! OMG ying, we are two blur blocks please! hehs.

Finally reached our destination. Went in to buy something before we started hunting around with Ying taking pictures. Hahs. She acted the same way i did when i first came there. lol. We walked and roamed about, looking for someone. It was weird, totally weird. Didn't managed to find the person when i tried so hard to do so. And when i gave up, that individual appeared. What the hell? Yeah... Okay... And many things happened then Ying and i had a mini photoshoot. LOL.

It was so impromptu but whatever. We were damn crazy, hah. Had so much fun. Man.. We are good photographers. Hahahas. Then some people came in to smoke and we left since i couldn't stand the smell. Walked walked walked before we bused home.

Darn. Pictures cant be uploaded. Next time then!

the First day... and the second last one.

Today is a long long day!

It was raining early in the morning. Torrential rain. i was wet through and through. Met up with Gladys, Sae Yeoh, Ying, Xue Yi, Brenda and Shawn at Tanah Merah MRT. i was late for 15 mins plus. Ah! i'm so sorry guys!

Headed to Changi Airport to send Jolene off... again. Yep! On the way, we were betting who would press on the 'cry' button first and that person, has to treat us all breakfast. Hahs. We were talking about random stuffs like who wore what color shirt and what group they belonged to. Apparently we were divided into three groups. The Black, the White and the Purple (due to the color of our shirts). And we were again, guessing what colour is Jolene wearing...
When we saw her, she was wearing black tank top, purple skinnies and sort of white belt. Talking about coincidences... hahas. We took pictures and it looked as if she's some kind of pop star and we are her fans. Just that we were missing of those "JOLENE!" or "WE LOVE YOU JOLENE!" banners and posters. LOL.

Went to the staff canteen to grab a bite. And we went to the departure area later on. THEN! Gladys began to cry while hugging to Jolene. And Lee ying was affected when Jolene hugged her. Xue Yi, Sae Yeoh and i were holding back ours and we didn't tear. Yay us! We rock~ hah. Nearly i would say... i nearly cried. Jolene hugged everyone before entering the departure hall. We were still waving like crazy non-stop :D And she waved back. Everyone was staring at Jolene and her, back at us with only a sheet of glass acting as a barrier for several minutes which seemed like seconds to us. And there she went... back to Shanghai and that school of hers.

i was able to smile, sincerely and happily as she entered the departure hall this time. Hugs were given and goodbyes were properly said. Bye Jolene! Let's meet in 2010 again :D
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Dropped at Tam MRT to catch a movie with Brenda. Obsessed. Great show. It's a little draggy in the middle though but nevertheless.. nice! i didn't know Beyonce could act. Her acting skills aren't bad. Gee.

Had another SV outing. lol. Time sure passes quickly uh. i couldn't believe it was nearly 7 when i bused home. lol. The sky was still bright~ Right. Saw her but not many familiar faces. Weird. Hm... Oh well.
Pictures next post :D

Ahh~ Now I am clean and fresh. Hah.

Had a SV meeting after school. We shifted to two different locations. Our meeting was simply… a craze. We had so much fun with Nicky around. Hahahas. She is really… active. Yeah. Lol. Her enthusiastic greetings.. I will never ever forget them. Hahas. Just joking dude! :D

Let’s see… what Nicky did during our meeting… …

She stole away Natsumi’s first kiss, nearly French kissed her, licked her neck and legs and scratched her. Right.
She head-butt Yumi’s bum, licked her top and nearly climbed on her laps and started kissing her. Hah.
She scratched me, licked my socks and limbs and pounced onto me.
Oh yeah! She attacked all those areas and it became really funny when I see tsumi, yumi and myself shielding those areas with our hands. HAHAHA. Can you actually believe it? Hehs. Oh and she peed in the room. HAHAHAHAHAs.

But her face is SO cute and innocent that we couldn’t NOT forgive her. Aww, she’s so adorable. But she needs to workout. Hehs.

SV gave in to the torture of their hunger pangs and began their marshmallow session! Tsumi’s stomach growled… really loud. And everyone in the room turned to look at her. LOL. That moment was seriously hilarious indeed. I guess everyone had their moments uh? :D

Slow slow progress. Speed things up!

Maybe i laughed too hard yesterday. Because i am feeling very woozy when i first woke up, a little dizzy now. When i first woke up, it was so horrible. i looked... drunk. i mean, you guys surely did get to see how people walk when they are drunk on TV/ real life uh?

And i was something like that >.> i CAN'T walk straight. i was staggering a few steps before my whole body slanted to one side and i nearly fell ._. it seems to me that the entire house is moving, and it's continuing now.

argh.

HAHAHAHAHA. i mean.. what the heck? It's so hell funny! People pay 40 plus bucks for the food and performance. And we, helpers only have to pay using energy and 'face'. hah! Take that!

Today was tiring as i'd expected. Speech day was unbearable with the collaboration of the Principal and Ex- Principal to bore us all. Except for the stuttering pronunciation of some speaker and the fake death certificate that sent my surroundings and i laughing, i could practically dozed off on Jen's shoulder if not for the two guy out at the void deck learning shuffling that had entertained me.

Yeah.. Went up to dance studio later and helped the Juniors with make-up and stuffs. Perfect combination: Brenda and me! hahas. Headed over to D&I lab later on which was our waiting area. Met Jiling and Yanqi. Then together with Amanda, we chatted from one country to another. Non-stop chatting till we had to go down to the backstage and be ready. Gosh, the provided lunch is a total disater. Ewr. Yuck!

Went to the fitness corner with Yan yi and watched their performance. Good. Somewhere near sychro-ed, there's energy, smiles can be seen... It was good :D Cheers Juniors! hehs.

Stayed back to wait for Dong. And.. when the guests left, we helpers can helped ourselves to the food! HAHAHAHA. Saw Mrs Tjan and went over to talked to her. hehes. Long time no see, cher :D Yeah, we chatted and talked until some students wanted to have a picture with her. And i left with Byran...

TO THE FOOD TABLE! We were packaging the food to bring it home. Da bao! hahahas. So 'auntie and uncle'-like uh. Jasmine da bao two packets seh! hahahas. It was so fun and hilarious. We were running around, hunting for prawns (we wanted prawns), digging into crumbs to find them. It was extremely amusing for me. Hahaha. i couldn't stop laughing while adding food to my container >.> lol. Fun fun fun.


Five random facts/ words from me.
. Olivia Ong is actually an ex-damaian and i saw her today.
Someone was like, "eh! Olivia Ong leh!" and i was like, "uh. Okay... then?" lol
. i followed jasmine's example and crammed two containers with food. And i blamed it on Byran for teaching me.
. Xun ka, please don't scare me. i don't want to feel it twice again. MUST take care of your body!
. i don't want to study for SS
. i feel very ache-y right now.

i'm back~!! lol. Finally i'm able to use the internet. So, here's my 3 July post. Kind of type it in Mword.

Okay he’s just seriously forcing me to cuss right at his bloody idiotic face. Yeah, Jen got my idea. Honestly… TRIPLETS! Hehe.

Sha ne is holy hell an expert. He fixed my correction tape when the tape snapped into two on me. Like wow? I was ass-ing my way to try getting both ends to tape together right from the start till I was too annoyed to bother with it anymore. Passed it to Sha ne later on and tada! He fixed it, using that barcode scan sticker ripped from his pen. HAHAHAHA.

Tomorrow is one bloody hell day for me. Speech day sucks total. We 4Es and 5As have to sit there like some kind of speakers who have to boom ovation at appropriate times— though half heartedly. And when Resident Committee (most won’t get who the hell the person is) announced that the VIP was our previous Principal, wow. I didn’t manage to stop myself in time to roll my eyes with Dong. No seriously. VIP man! Very important person.
But there’s one thing that will be able to make tomorrow’s event bearable. No, two things. Mrs Tjan and Yu Tong :D They will be back. Haha. I wonder how would things progress. *snickers*

Jolene came back today! She went “hello!” early in the morning and everyone started going “Jolene!” Hahahas. We sure missed her so. Xue Yi cried. Like oh my god? Elated = cry? Hahs. Damn Jolene, she didn’t tell me when she came back from Shanghai. Even though we _______ it together. Rawr! Yeah and I was surprised. Taken aback. Haha. But in the end she had to go home. Without permission, she can’t attend classes with us, you see. You should have taken my advice, Jolene. After recess, without Ms Carol’s lessons! Aww. But thanks for the animal case, Jolene. It’s furry and I love it. Hehs.

Anyway something freaky happened today and I don’t know why but… Yin and I somehow linked it to Jolene’s appearance intuitively. Uh huh. Ms Carol suddenly shouted at us and it was as if the lid to her container labeled ‘anger’ was opened. She became angry for no rhyme of reason. Okay, I’m not saying ‘No rhyme of reason’ since the reason was us. But it’s weird. Really really weird. We are usually noisy and she didn’t yell at us or anything. But today, she did. And that happened after Jolene made known her arrival. Is it me or just me that is the one thinking too much? Oh well.

Anyway, Okaeri! Jolene; 4e1 no nakama.

*hours later*

I just went through the gates to hell and back. It was.. Not as horrible as I have imagined. It hurts like duh, no doubt. But lucky me, it’s just gum inflammation. No filling needed. But he poked my gum! It was ‘OW’. He used that poking instrument to poke my bloody gum! ._. It’s simply a wonder that my sensitive gum didn’t bleed.

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Sigh. Got to go for the Speech day later on D: Then.

Seriously pissed off at someone. But whatever. That person doesn't worth a darn shit.

Today's O level Chinese oral. Everyone is getting all panicky and stuffs. Good luck people! All the best! (like what i've said in class)

Go triplet! Go Lun! Go 4e1 of 2009! We rock the ceilings :D hehs.

i was actually planning to type down many many things since there were so many happenings during this week. The problem is that... i can't think of any right now. hah.

Oh right! i remembered one.

Went to Brenda's house to do homework yesterday. Kah! Triplets were laughing their asses off instead of studying. hehs. I was extreme freaked out by Pin-pin. Jen was going, "i gotch ya! i gotch ya!" when Pin-pin ran off the table and plopped into Jen's hand. Brenda was simply grinning her ass off at us. haha. We were talking about many many weird facts about ourselves and i got choked by that Ayam soup while snickering ._. Damn it. And i became the butt of of a joke created by them. lol.
We are one damn crazy triplets :D

For one thing i am sure about this week: i am devouring books more than i can handle. One book a day since there are many times i have to pause to check the class's progress during school hours. Crazy. i am on a book frenzy. RAWR!
. . . . . okay. That was lame. hahaha.

My dad banned me from the internet during weekdays. Like kuh~ i'm influenced by Jen. HAHAHAHA. Whatever. So this means i can't blog as much as i used to D: Bad luck uh. Whatever. i'm going to be so frigging busy during weekends so... SO LONG, STUDIES! i can't grasp you because i have no time. Even though i am mostly free during weekdays for this week, i can't used the bloody internet. Can't research. Can't study. Can't revise. Good riddance, my pre-prelims :D

Thanks for lending me the internet, buddy.








They get it. You don't. Fuck.

Dang! Strike me hard please.

Today is the first day of Semester 2. Kinda cannot take it. Hohoho. All teachers are jabbing on to that fatal wound of ours ._. lol. As much as i like to tell myself to study, C.M.I.

i know i know... blah blah blah. Must prepare.. blah blah blah. Go school blah blah blah. Come home blah blah blah. Endless nagging. *snorts*

Well anyway, it is time for me to focus. And this time i really mean... FOCUS. Got it? *warns myself* It appears that i am talking to myself on this blog more often. Hah! First sign of madness :D

Oh and by the way, i have to stop my slang. It is affecting my speech. Adversely. So no more "Gotcha?", "wanna", "kinda" or "sorta" for me. Readers? If you spot any slangs coming out from my typing in my future posts, please feel free to inform me through my tag board. Informants will be rewarded with... i do not know? Sweets? Chocolates? HAHAHAHA.


Soon!

Went out with Dong and Lun today. lol. We were walking aimlessly down town. And like i've been mentioning from my previous months posts, we are RIs of the RIs. Road Idiots of the road idiots. HAHAHA. Because we didn't plan where we wanna go in the first place, we hopped on to each bus we first spot and looked where it took us.

Hohoho. And in the end we landed at far east.

Man, a sense of accomplishment! hahas. We 'conquered' 3 MRTs today :D lol. Dong and Lun didn't buy anything except me! i bought my trousers and top.

Okay. that was the whole summary of my today. In short, we had fun. hehs













Didn't check. Didn't realize. Didn't know. My fault this time round.